THURSDAY WITH SNOW !

Nov 22, 2007 20:35

i miss Jonas
i miss being friends 
i miss being able to talk to him whenever 
i miss the very back in the day old times 
when we could just hang out 
not saying i don't like things now 
cause i do 
a lot 
times two
i just miss that part of me that felt so comfortable around Jonas
and that let us have fun 
all the time
and that was so happy whenever we played dumb games
i miss having him as a friend
and probably i always will 
but maybe not 
but most likely yes

and i hate avoiding him
but as bad as i want to talk to him i also wouldn't want to talk to Jonas right now
maybe one day when we're 30 
when i live in my beach surfing and he has his band in orange county
or maybe never
but no regrets
cause i'm glad i got to have him  8)
and that now i have all those moments as great memories

cause is not like he doesn't cross my imagination once in a while
specially in my dreams they are so weird
but i don't take anything that happened back 
because if i still had him maybe i wouldn't have all i have right now
and same goes to him

"somethings have to fall apart in order for others to fall in place"

and i'm not gonna lie 
i had to suck a whole lot of pride to write this 
and make it public
cause i never do this 
but i had to tell somebody !
and lastly 
damn i miss his drumming
 
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