Nov 22, 2007 20:35
i miss Jonas
i miss being friends
i miss being able to talk to him whenever
i miss the very back in the day old times
when we could just hang out
not saying i don't like things now
cause i do
a lot
times two
i just miss that part of me that felt so comfortable around Jonas
and that let us have fun
all the time
and that was so happy whenever we played dumb games
i miss having him as a friend
and probably i always will
but maybe not
but most likely yes
and i hate avoiding him
but as bad as i want to talk to him i also wouldn't want to talk to Jonas right now
maybe one day when we're 30
when i live in my beach surfing and he has his band in orange county
or maybe never
but no regrets
cause i'm glad i got to have him 8)
and that now i have all those moments as great memories
cause is not like he doesn't cross my imagination once in a while
specially in my dreams they are so weird
but i don't take anything that happened back
because if i still had him maybe i wouldn't have all i have right now
and same goes to him
"somethings have to fall apart in order for others to fall in place"
and i'm not gonna lie
i had to suck a whole lot of pride to write this
and make it public
cause i never do this
but i had to tell somebody !
and lastly
damn i miss his drumming