Oh hell....
So i was up all last night on my stupid laptop. God i hate iBooks....and iPods for that matter....*sigh* its besides the point. I was up all last night on my laptop, perched on my lap (as the name syas it should be) with me sitting uncomfortably on the floor (hard wood floor that is) eating candy bars to try to gain weight. Oh and thats another thing...I have spent the better part of my teenage years trying to lose wieght, pretty , skinny, that whole deal. And now, NOW, that i do not want to lose any more (because i have been losing about 3-5 pounds a week now for about a month) I can't gain any weight. Last night i was at the diner and ate an entire cheesesteak wrap and cheesecake....for those of you who know me you know what a big feat that is for me....and goddammit i feel lighter *Screams in frustration*
So I am on my godless whore of a laptop and run into (well actually he emailed me) an ex of mine. So from 2:30 am til 5:30 am when i finally gave up and passed out I was talking with someone who i thought truley hated me but really apparently it was just a missunderstanding. *shakes head* yeah, i beleive that *sarcasm dripping from every word*
So Christmas is almost here....um...yay? Well at least i get to spend it with someone i care for very much and at least i get to see my bestest friends soon, ( Chris and Becky (yeah you becky) and Julie) people i have not gotten to spend alot of time with lately....YAY for that.
So I am off to pretend to be productive when really Its a mask for my everlasting laziness....mmmhmm thats right, I'm taking some fucking time off. Ok I now go in search of carmel apple dip and soda....
So I am on my godless whore of a laptop and run into (well actually he emailed me) an ex of mine. So from 2:30 am til 5:30 am when i finally gave up and passed out I was talking with someone who i thought truley hated me but really apparently it was just a missunderstanding. *shakes head* yeah, i beleive that *sarcasm dripping from every word*
So Christmas is almost here....um...yay? Well at least i get to spend it with someone i care for very much and at least i get to see my bestest friends soon, ( Chris and Becky (yeah you becky) and Julie) people i have not gotten to spend alot of time with lately....YAY for that.
So I am off to pretend to be productive when really Its a mask for my everlasting laziness....mmmhmm thats right, I'm taking some fucking time off. Ok I now go in search of carmel apple dip and soda....