Feb 16, 2006 22:27
I have a lot of issues right now, it's all confuseing and where to begin is lost so I'll just start. I am rather upset with how everything happened with me and Chris, firstly he decided last night we should date other people, he tells me he's had a crush on this girl for about 2 weeks, he asked her out today. *shakes head* how can you tell someone for 10 months they are everything and then do this? Secondly I rather pissed at Nate, I dont care if he is Chris's best friend he knew about this girl and the crush and never bothered to tell me, he should have told me there are just somethings that shouldnt be kept a secret. I trust neither Chris or Nate and never will again, Chris honestly thinks we are getting back together, but as far as I'm concerned at this point we aren't I want nothing to do with him, not even as a friend and I have ever right to feel how I feel.
I told Chris everything about Tim the difference is that I never would have said lets date other people to date Tim, Tim understood we were friends and nothing more. I trust noone at this moment. My parents amuse me with there saying " there are more fish in the sea" as mom put it and my dad who I always seem to think knows nothing, knows more then I think, he said " there are 50,000 other guys out there and your young" I know these things. My mom bascially said what Chris is doing is a form of cheating, it doesnt really matter much. I'm single now, its something new, something I have to get use to but something that I dont think will take much time.