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Eric went home today. It was soooooo nice to spend the weekend with him. I love him dearly as a friend and it's so fun and just easy to be around him. He is so genuine, means what he says, never ever backstabs, and never has drama. It's fantastic. We spent a couple days up in Park City so I could get out of Salt Lake, and we came back down to Salt Lake on Sunday after church. It was just a lovely weekend. Missed him.
I had a hard time being at work today. Everything in me just wants to quit sometimes and live on student loans or a podunk job and focus 100% on school. Not a possibility for me. But I'm just sick of my environment. Friday was my two year mark. Between that and just dealing with some internal nastiness in my life, I was ready to go when I got there [at work].
I came home and rearranged my side of the room and cleaned. I'm not super fond of the arrangement, but since we have limited space it's the best I can do. I hate going through stuff when I try to simplify because I always find a reason to keep things. I just want to get rid of most of my stuff and live simply. Goodness knows I don't want to move all this. And I start school next Tuesday...and I'm done two weeks before my lease is up. There is no way I'm going to be able to get rid of everything in two weeks.
I feel kind of anti-people. At least people that make life hard on you. I feel like going somewhere new for a month or so and just surrounding myself with amazing, beautiful things and people. Refresh, you know? If I weren't going to school, I'd be going to Belgium and the Netherlands in a couple weeks for a long weekend. Dang.
I completely forgot that on Saturday one of Liz's coworkers is having an Arbonne party that I'm supposed to present at. I haven't done one for three years...everything has changed. No clue what I'm doing. Need to call my upline, asap. I'm not really in the mood. But it could bring in a few dollars, which would be great because I'm JUST going to make it buying my last two textbooks and paying the rest of my tuition.
Time to get ready for bed. I don't really feel like getting up and doing it all over again!
I had a hard time being at work today. Everything in me just wants to quit sometimes and live on student loans or a podunk job and focus 100% on school. Not a possibility for me. But I'm just sick of my environment. Friday was my two year mark. Between that and just dealing with some internal nastiness in my life, I was ready to go when I got there [at work].
I came home and rearranged my side of the room and cleaned. I'm not super fond of the arrangement, but since we have limited space it's the best I can do. I hate going through stuff when I try to simplify because I always find a reason to keep things. I just want to get rid of most of my stuff and live simply. Goodness knows I don't want to move all this. And I start school next Tuesday...and I'm done two weeks before my lease is up. There is no way I'm going to be able to get rid of everything in two weeks.
I feel kind of anti-people. At least people that make life hard on you. I feel like going somewhere new for a month or so and just surrounding myself with amazing, beautiful things and people. Refresh, you know? If I weren't going to school, I'd be going to Belgium and the Netherlands in a couple weeks for a long weekend. Dang.
I completely forgot that on Saturday one of Liz's coworkers is having an Arbonne party that I'm supposed to present at. I haven't done one for three years...everything has changed. No clue what I'm doing. Need to call my upline, asap. I'm not really in the mood. But it could bring in a few dollars, which would be great because I'm JUST going to make it buying my last two textbooks and paying the rest of my tuition.
Time to get ready for bed. I don't really feel like getting up and doing it all over again!