Jun 21, 2007 13:51
A miracle?
Back and forth, forth and back, that's all my life has been. Lose some, gain a little more.
It almost sounds trecherous...but anything is worth willpower.
Who needs to be a member? Sacrifice a few splurges and you're on your way.
Try a week and see if it's real.
Realness doesn't lie.
My mind tells me some of it is a little over-the-top...
...but die before I'm 40 or be a little rough around the edges for a few months? If I don't do this, I'm going to die.
I never look at it that way, but it's time to be realistic. I WILL die before I'm 40. My heart tells me everytime I walk up a few stairs or lay down on my back at night.
Why cheat myself of life when I can live?
Monday.
struggles,
weight