Jan 13, 2007 07:12
My friend Jess from my ward back home stayed the night last night and I just got home from bringing her to the airport. It was SO nice to see her!!! I missed her!
It's freaking FREEZING outside. My fingers have frostbite from pumping gas. And on a side note, I hate Chevron. Their touch screens at the pump are SO slow and annoying.
I also get to pick Pete up from the airport tonight at nearly midnight. I'm excited to see him, too!
Today I think I am going to go to the Family History Center [I was thinking of making that my every-Saturday goal]. I am going to go through all the names we already have in our family tree [I think around 2,500+ ish] and confirm the source of their birth records. I have a feeling some people in my tree aren't really mine.
I also may go to the temple. I invited Jan last night to come with. If not today, then next week. We've been having some roommate issues and I think everyone is just sensitive and always trying not to step on toes, but everyone feels like the victim as well. I've sincerely apologized if I've ever offended, and have been trying to let it all pass, but when someone holds a grudge it's impossible. I'm frustrated and really hurt, but I just have let it go and realized I've sincerely done what I can. Hopefully someday she will see my efforts and speak to me again instead of always trying to just make amends with Liz [Liz and I get along great, and more so since Jan has been going through this little hardship]. All my energy has went into the situation, and it's time to move on. I really would like to go to the temple with her [Jan] though.
On another note, last night I think I was being a total moron. I'm not sure what this entails, but I think it's many things. I wouldn't let Eric kiss me on the cheek or forehead goodbye. I was talking to Kyle online and then he was talking to Liz and didn't say much, and then when she came to bed he stopped talking to me...so I was being cranky about it. Mostly because I was half asleep and when I'm asleep this funny side of me comes out.
Kyle and I had lunch together yesterday, and then he asked me if I will have lunch with him every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday [the days he works]. He's been more outgoing with me lately. I don't know why, but I am always so happy after I'm hanging out with him. Well, because he's a friend, duh. I find myself thinking about him and just smiling when I talk to him now. Nothing romantic, I'm sure, but when I'm not being a tired face we have a nice connection.
On the way home from the airport I kept thinking about someone that's always on my mind lately. I don't know why, because I don't even know him! I was getting these 'flashes' of us at the airport and boarding to go on a trip somewhere [foreign country]. We were standing there talking and laughing and smiling. There's a whole chain of events that has happened recently that I promised to write about but still haven't. Anyway, it was strange that that just popped in my head. Huh.
On a sidenote, let's get this losing train up and running. I've had my fun, time to kick it.
Anyway, I should go read or lay in bed or shower.
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