Re: I'm Sorry StephstiffieOctober 11 2006, 13:02:50 UTC
You can take it as hard as you'd like! This is NOT easy for me either, so please don't think so! My whole life I've talked about wanting to travel here and there and just be a hobo...now look at me. I'm a mess. I'm such a Daddy's Girl and I've grown so close to mom, too. I'm trying to think of it as a vacation, but it's not working. This is the real world...except I'm entering it for REAL...before I was close to home with help. I'm more responsible now, and grown up [23! crazy, eh?]/ I always say how much I want a family, but times like this I'd rather curl up with you on the couch and watch a movie than think of the prospect of dating.
I know I'd have to do this leaving on a mission anyway, but somehow this is different...maybe after a mission I'd be coming home, whereas I'm leaving home now and I can't find my way.
All I know is that this opportunity was not summoned by me [well, perhaps my prayers]...so I'd be foolish not to take it.
Thank you for supporting me...it means a lot!...and I'm crying...great...I'm going to be so dehydrated out there. As if mountain air isn't enough! :)
It's hard for me too. I don't want to go. I always worry about you both. I love you SO much.
I know I'd have to do this leaving on a mission anyway, but somehow this is different...maybe after a mission I'd be coming home, whereas I'm leaving home now and I can't find my way.
All I know is that this opportunity was not summoned by me [well, perhaps my prayers]...so I'd be foolish not to take it.
Thank you for supporting me...it means a lot!...and I'm crying...great...I'm going to be so dehydrated out there. As if mountain air isn't enough! :)
It's hard for me too. I don't want to go. I always worry about you both. I love you SO much.
Love,
Snick
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