Alive
1 MINUTE AGO: I sneezed.
1 HOUR AGO: I put on my shoes.
1 DAY AGO: I was doing exactly what I'm doing right now.
1 YEAR AGO: I was living with a family being a nanny.
I LOVE: WAY too many things TOO deeply!
I HATE: canned peas.
I FEAR: never amounting to anything.
I FEEL: bored.
I DRIVE: like everyone else should drive.
I MISS: having adventure in my life.
I NEED: to lose this #@*$()(#)@$@#* weight!
I KNOW: I'm amazing, you don't have to tell me more than once. ;)
I THINK: I should just pick up and leave and grab those daydreams by the horns.
I AM: wishing I were somewhere else.
I HAVE: fatness.
I LIKE: thunderstorms...and being drenched in them.
I WISH: I were with people who love what I love.
I WONDER: if I have a perfect match.
I DANCE: a little too seductively for my own good.
I CRY: when I'm happy, when I laugh too hard, when I'm sad, at movies like whoah.
I AM ALWAYS: wanting to be somewhere else.
I SPRAY: Febreeze a lot!
I SEE: that many others don't see.
I WANT: to live the life Amanda & I plan out constantly :)
I CAN'T HAVE: a size 6 body.
I GAVE UP: on fighting for useless causes.
I WANT TO CHANGE: the path my life is taking. How dull.
I YEARN: to be free spirited.
I AM JEALOUS: of thin girls, of the famous, of those who have accomplished a lot already.
I WISH I COULD: hop a free ride to England.
I WORRY: what people think of me.
I HOPE: I will have the willpower to un-fat myself.
I REALIZED: while filling out this survey that I am an insecure worry wart.
I DREAMT: nothing...for once. Amazing.
I CAN: be amazing, if I make myself be so.
I WON'T: give up. I promise.
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I bought Tristan & Isolde on Wednesday night on my way home. I have been wanting to see it...I bought it knowing I would love it. And after watching it last night I can confirm: I love it! It's so great. *Sigh* My love for many things stirs rampantly.
Oh, and Happy 15th Birthday to my little sister, Alysha! I cannot believe she's 15. The little booger was only 9 when we first got paired up in Big Brothers/Big Sisters. I'm so glad we decided to stay close after our six month contract expired. She's an amazing girl and I'm so proud of her!
