to you, to whom i have become invisible.
i'm not sure what it is about me that makes you *seem* to dislike me, but for whatever it is, i'm sorry. i cherish your friendship and thank you for opening your home to me when i was out on my first alone vacation in november! i cherish the conversations we have/had, and the quiet encouragement that you have given me in the past.
i'm not sure why you remove me, or why you seem to blantantly ignore any comment that i leave, yet respond to all others around me. i really am sorry if i've offended you in any way, though i can't think of anything that has. i'm not the only one of my faith that you know, so that can't be it. i don't recall ever saying or doing anything to offend you, and i've only been kind and treated you as i would any of my dearest friends. i wish i knew what about me has made you all of a sudden just make me invisible to you, whether you're upset, angry, annoyed, fearful, confused, or plain out want nothing to do with me.
i just don't know. you probably won't read this since you've even removed me [and i don't think it's by accident as you said, because it's still the same], but i still want to say that i miss you and love you and care for you. i'd never judge you [or anyone!], so i hope that's not some reason you have backspaced me. i find you intriguing, loving, insightful, and wonderful. i'm so glad all is perfect for you! and i wish you the best to keep coming with your husband and your new beautiful baby girl.
loves. ♥