I love calm mornings like these. Though time seems to delay, warm thoughts weave through the very aura that whirlpools around my place of solitude. As I lay here resting in my bed, chilled spring currents whisk in melodies of newly-arrived songbirds and zephyrs of nostalgia entwine with my favorite poem of fervor that Schubert seemed to compose solely for me aeons ago. I adore the familiar comforts that stream through my veins when the compositions of the day fill my desirous ears.
At times I feel at such a place of tranquility in my being that I would not be opposed if my life were to culminate at that very moment. It is not meant to be a dispirited plea for some personage to grasp my hand and steer me back to my ways, but a demonstration of the peace I embrace in my soul. I feel nearest to my Heavenly Father and embed the simplicity of my faith and hope into the core of His heart.
I stand in wonder at what divine sanctions approach me. I lay here, and I dream...I dream saccharine dreams that intoxicate my soul to the brim. I inscribe memorandums of my heart with compassion to my future spouse - the companion to my soul. I wonder where he is...does he dream of me?
Du bist die Ruh,
Der Friede mild,
Die Sehnsucht du
Und was sie stillt.
Ich weihe dir
Voll Lust und Schmerz
Zur Wohnung hier
Mein Aug und Herz.
Kehr ein bei mir,
Und schließe du
Still hinter dir
Die Pforten zu.
Treib andern Schmerz
Aus dieser Brust!
Voll sei dies Herz
Von deiner Lust.
Dies Augenzelt
Von deinem Glanz
Allein erhellt,
O füll es ganz!
I am caused to wonder...is it you? What principle do you serve meddling in the sweet childlike innocence of my mind and heart? I hardly know you, and when you pillage through my routine thoughts, it does not disturb my tranquility, but causes me to long for the wholeness I feel in my soul at the mere reverie of you by my side for an eternity...