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i can't sleep, i feel very restless- theres all this pent up something within me. actually its starting to scare me. i guess another part is very lonely, like i need to feel like i am understood. i don't know i guess i have to feel loved and wanted to fall asleep, that must sound so selfish... like your touching my back because you really want to feel it, not because i want to really feel it. i feel like i have nothing in common with anyone or i don't connect or enjoy conversation with anyone. i probably don't even try. one thing i am fuckin fucked fuck fucked with is catty effing girls... kiss my ass bitches