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i am coping with some facts that have been killing me for about the last three yrs of my life.
i really need to make some things happen, instead of just waiting for them to happen. i really
have just been getting lazier and lazier as i get older. the fact that i am going to be twenty
in a little more than a month is depressing me, i mean what have i done with myself...? absolutely
nothing, i work at speedway... i work at speedway... i work at speedway... but really i am very
happy at the same time because i found someone who loves me, and i finally have someone to love.
i really need to make some things happen, instead of just waiting for them to happen. i really
have just been getting lazier and lazier as i get older. the fact that i am going to be twenty
in a little more than a month is depressing me, i mean what have i done with myself...? absolutely
nothing, i work at speedway... i work at speedway... i work at speedway... but really i am very
happy at the same time because i found someone who loves me, and i finally have someone to love.