Aug 29, 2005 19:51
i think i am going to have a breakdown... i'm not sure why or when or if at all, but i feel kinda close to tears. i mean i kinda know some of the reasons but there is still a bit of an explanation missing. i mean i feel like the problems that i have in my life (things i will not mention) have kinda just been dealt to me from my parents choices. and it feels really hard to escape... i'm not saying life is like a card game and there is nothing i can do to change these things but it kinda makes it more difficult. i guess what i need right now... wait a second i don't know what i need well kinda.
he wakes up to the sound of chanting... synchronized voices of many.
he opens his eyes and the curtain is being drawn, wait a second a curtain.
he sits up and a stack of papers materializes on his bedroom floor.
"everything is served better with a smile"
-the honest citezen