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Jun 24, 2005 22:47

I appear to have broken the smallest toe on my right foot, for it is swollen like unto our president's ego. Likewise, the largest toe on the same foot exists with a shattered toenail. I have been forced to duct tape it in place. I have two tests Monday and massive bruising on my forearms and shins due to the mighty MicroBrent kicking the crap out of me.

I live on governmental forbearance, awaiting student loans that others award to me at times of their choosing.

My Heather is depressed for reasons that fall beyond logic and sanity. I have no ability to aid, help or repair the problems.

And there's a cat sitting on my lap, sleeping. I rest the keyboard upon her and type this out and still she does not wake, much less leave me in peace.

At times like this, I can easily count the heartbeats until death.

EDIT:

I realize that I could explain my girl's difficulties fully, and if neccessary go from house to house and explain using graphs, charts and simple handpuppets, but it fit my mood better to state that the female species is simply beyond my ken. The statements about helplessness still apply.
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