nitty gritty shitty shit

[stickfigureorgy]

so today i had my audition. not sure how i did, mainly because i was not able to observe myself lol. i wanted to be the guy in the scene, because i know i could do a lot more if i was reading for his part than the ones she asked me to read. but ms. trapp doesn't love me and that makes me sad. so i have this big empty space in my heart because i did not get to read brom's lines and say "cut the crap, honey!" ouchies.

i keep getting these really bad vibrations. maybe i'm just paranoid, but usually when this happens something somehow manages to go wrong. i dunno for sure what it will be this time, but i've got one idea, which is more than likely wrong. gotta run. parents.