Alright,
So, I think I'm doing a bit better. I'm a little astonished that I never broke out the {MECHASTICKBOY} Avatar and ranted like hell this week.
It would have been a good week for it, but maybe that is still for a later date, I suppose.
I finally got back to hanging out with people last night. It seems to have been the perfect time to do that. But Raeann told me that it was probably a good idea, and she seems to know more about whats in my head than I do, so maybe I should just start listening better.
I spent a large enough portion of the night a little bummed, but this morning seems to have worked most of my shit out, atleast. Well, here's to hoping a little, in any case.
My head is still spinning from everything. Sacramento has been a preety damn surreal experience for me this time. I don't really know if I was supposed to predict any or all of this happening, but, if so, it seems that I've screwed the pooch on that count. I'm usually good at making sure that I have a handle on all situations, but this last couple of weeks has been sort of shitty for that.
I'm a bit unsure of whether or not I still have the ability to give out the same quality of advice I could before. Maybe I'm getting a bit detatched from everything. That seriously worries me quite a lot.
Anyway, this deserves more time for introspection when Ffej isn't being loud.
More later.
-The ... Stickboy
It would have been a good week for it, but maybe that is still for a later date, I suppose.
I finally got back to hanging out with people last night. It seems to have been the perfect time to do that. But Raeann told me that it was probably a good idea, and she seems to know more about whats in my head than I do, so maybe I should just start listening better.
I spent a large enough portion of the night a little bummed, but this morning seems to have worked most of my shit out, atleast. Well, here's to hoping a little, in any case.
My head is still spinning from everything. Sacramento has been a preety damn surreal experience for me this time. I don't really know if I was supposed to predict any or all of this happening, but, if so, it seems that I've screwed the pooch on that count. I'm usually good at making sure that I have a handle on all situations, but this last couple of weeks has been sort of shitty for that.
I'm a bit unsure of whether or not I still have the ability to give out the same quality of advice I could before. Maybe I'm getting a bit detatched from everything. That seriously worries me quite a lot.
Anyway, this deserves more time for introspection when Ffej isn't being loud.
More later.
-The ... Stickboy