Oct 15, 2010 16:22
life goes on
i wasn't sure why i felt so distraught as i watched the girl who leapt through time...i guess the concept of changing your past because of selfish desires is scary in a way...it was kinda tough for me to watch the movie in a way and the ending was somewhat unsatisfying...i felt like i needed a really happy ending to rescue me from that feeling, but it never really happened
if i could leap back in time...would i do things over? i feel there's a certain agony in reliving certain situations...and often times you won't know the outcome of the new way you're trying to do something...there are infinite possibilities and it feels like you're trying to play God
i'm glad God engineers our circumstances...but sometimes i wish He would just give me a more detailed guide to life...sort of like the walkthrough guides you'll find online for video games that tell you about all the nooks and crannies and exactly what will happen if you do certain things...