Sometimes
Sometimes I hate myself. Right now is just one of those times.
Sometimes people wonder why seemingly happy or successful people commit suicide. Honestly, it's not that hard for me to understand why it happens. I would do it myself if it wasn't for God. These type of days and nights have been pretty rare for me in the last couple of months and I'm thankful for that. Maybe I really do get in this state once a month and that's just the way things are. I don't really know. The only thing I do know is that I want out of this life, but for now I'll just go to sleep and hope for the best in the morning
Sometimes people wonder why seemingly happy or successful people commit suicide. Honestly, it's not that hard for me to understand why it happens. I would do it myself if it wasn't for God. These type of days and nights have been pretty rare for me in the last couple of months and I'm thankful for that. Maybe I really do get in this state once a month and that's just the way things are. I don't really know. The only thing I do know is that I want out of this life, but for now I'll just go to sleep and hope for the best in the morning