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I had a really really bad dream last night. One of those that you cant wake up out of/super real. I caught myself moaning/crying in my sleep, thats what woke me up. It was about Johnny. He died and no one told me. And when I went to his house His mom was so out of it. I asked where his car was. She said " I sold it". I got super pissed and started to cry and told her that she made a mistake and that it was too soon to be getting rid of all his belongings. I guess you would have to know him to wonder why I would get mad for them selling his car. Going to shows, house parties, Him getting lost and everyone screaming 'TURN HERE!' hanging out in parking lots, going to best buy all the time, driving around after hurricanes even though his mom said not to we did it anyway. The list goes on. That car has so many memories. and thats why I got mad at her in my dream. After the whole she sold the car ordeal, I went to his room and ended up falling alseep. and If you have ever known anyone that has died and you spend time in their room right after they have passed, it is THEE most uncomfortable thing ever. You feel like there sitting in a corner looking at you. In my dream I ended up waking up. I just sat there looking at his desk and he was there! he was sitting in his chair doing something on his computer and he was saying over and over "Dont think i'm gone."

I cant shake that damn dream off.

I hope everyone woke up feeling a lot better than what I did!