Jan 03, 2007 23:27
Dont really know what to say.
NEw Years started off good.
I was in FL..and I had a great time with my family and cousins.
I knew all I needed in life was them to help me.
And then..I got the phone call tonight.
I cant say that you crushed me...because I wasn't exactly IN LOVE with you.
But you did hurt me.
And maybe I set myself up for this.
But all I know is that I feel too...and my eyes are red from all this crying.
You said I probably dont rlly care?
Well thats not true..god if only you knew.
I cant say what we had was actually love...
But it still hurts.
I'm trying not to think about it.
Chilling with Ralphis tmrrow? =] Should be fun.