get it OFF my chest! ... *i'm collectively gone, lol* ... NAhaarf!
This is going to be hard...
TUESDAY night thru THURSDAY
Was one of must weirdest days I've had. Julio, Jose, and Aj pick me up Tuesday night. Was given the "ghetto pass" (Julio's ATM card) and with this I was given admission back to the ghetto again with full access of all the attractions. Oh man, I definitely used my pass to the fullest. It was hard to keep up with going to class and back to the attractions but I'm a trooper. I spent 2 days and 3 nights there straight, and I think it was well worth it; however, not so well in many other ways. But it was for fun. Any ways, it helped with forgetting things for the moment...unfortunately I know I should stop that...now
FR!DAY
Got a haircut and went home to clean up. Basically got diss. I missed the call (José and Aj) therefore I definitely didn't have a thing to do. Waited Jose to magically call me before 2am; however, I wasn't waiting for that call 'cuz I was dearly sitting for another but I had no choice. I'm was happy though, real good. Samantha and Anna, I love you and you guys are awesome chicks. Well, neither did happen. A waste of a night, but I still manage to even include in assistance for myself to dicked after I was diss. I'm such a tool but I can't help it.
click
...I feel deeply sorry for...
YOU,
MYSELF,
and for EVERYTHiNG...EVERYTHiNG!
... feel sorry, just sorry!
.....So many voices telling me what should I do, but why am I not listening to any of them. If it supposedly happens to the best of us..... I HATE YOU FOR TH!S SCAR, it's never going to heal right ...
TODAY (Saturday)
Was asked a question by a not so bright person this morning/afternoon. You are so rediculous. Well, I did some picking up and organizing in my living area. Ending up later going out to Max's with Dan, Carter(Justin), and Alethea. Pretty cool kids. Went to Dan's house after and chilled. While Alethea was getting hit on my Dan, Carter talked about his raging battle with breast cancer. " have you ever had rocks in your nipples or chest? ... Mom? I have breast cancer. " ~ PAHaHaHaHa! I got dropped off after then I suddenly got picked up to go to UMass again with Kendra. Got dropped off back home ... it was fun time spent...
*on a different note*
I seem to sympathize to those that don't care not even one bit anymore about me. Then they seem try to show interest to make them selves feel good or something important. Although, I’m not acknowledged by most I try to give others in need my full attention but still get the door slammed on my nose ... what have EVER HAPPENED to us?! ... Why do I help others when I can't even help myself?
" ...all this hatred against me, FUCK all of them... "- Nas
-FUCK YOU! to the world that is
6 mofuckin yrs
-------------
10yrs in Nashua
it seems like a waste time & effort at times
TUESDAY night thru THURSDAY
Was one of must weirdest days I've had. Julio, Jose, and Aj pick me up Tuesday night. Was given the "ghetto pass" (Julio's ATM card) and with this I was given admission back to the ghetto again with full access of all the attractions. Oh man, I definitely used my pass to the fullest. It was hard to keep up with going to class and back to the attractions but I'm a trooper. I spent 2 days and 3 nights there straight, and I think it was well worth it; however, not so well in many other ways. But it was for fun. Any ways, it helped with forgetting things for the moment...unfortunately I know I should stop that...now
FR!DAY
Got a haircut and went home to clean up. Basically got diss. I missed the call (José and Aj) therefore I definitely didn't have a thing to do. Waited Jose to magically call me before 2am; however, I wasn't waiting for that call 'cuz I was dearly sitting for another but I had no choice. I'm was happy though, real good. Samantha and Anna, I love you and you guys are awesome chicks. Well, neither did happen. A waste of a night, but I still manage to even include in assistance for myself to dicked after I was diss. I'm such a tool but I can't help it.
click
...I feel deeply sorry for...
YOU,
MYSELF,
and for EVERYTHiNG...EVERYTHiNG!
... feel sorry, just sorry!
.....So many voices telling me what should I do, but why am I not listening to any of them. If it supposedly happens to the best of us..... I HATE YOU FOR TH!S SCAR, it's never going to heal right ...
TODAY (Saturday)
Was asked a question by a not so bright person this morning/afternoon. You are so rediculous. Well, I did some picking up and organizing in my living area. Ending up later going out to Max's with Dan, Carter(Justin), and Alethea. Pretty cool kids. Went to Dan's house after and chilled. While Alethea was getting hit on my Dan, Carter talked about his raging battle with breast cancer. " have you ever had rocks in your nipples or chest? ... Mom? I have breast cancer. " ~ PAHaHaHaHa! I got dropped off after then I suddenly got picked up to go to UMass again with Kendra. Got dropped off back home ... it was fun time spent...
*on a different note*
I seem to sympathize to those that don't care not even one bit anymore about me. Then they seem try to show interest to make them selves feel good or something important. Although, I’m not acknowledged by most I try to give others in need my full attention but still get the door slammed on my nose ... what have EVER HAPPENED to us?! ... Why do I help others when I can't even help myself?
" ...all this hatred against me, FUCK all of them... "- Nas
-FUCK YOU! to the world that is
6 mofuckin yrs
-------------
10yrs in Nashua
it seems like a waste time & effort at times