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[hope_in_ana]

so...someone tell me...how do you not eat when you're at home...i'd hate to start throwing up again, but i can't take this crap food they give me. i HATE meat. seriously abhor meat. i dont know how to avoid dinner though...they're already watching me like a hawk. sigh. i so seriously want to be back at school again....when i was still 120. fucking stupid me.

so anyways...yeah some tips on that would be nice.