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[Sep. 11th, 2004|09:32 pm]
yeah this totally sucks. i love being around brian but i always eat and drink when i'm around him. granted i do love to drink, the eating isn't really a factor that i want to be involved in. i just have to keep concentrating on this week and next week. NO FOOD. PERIOD. EXCLAMATION FUCKING POINT. i will be back to my normal weight and i will go beyond that. i will go to 110. i've worked to hard to give up now. fuck that shit. next week, workout central. i have free gym access at cmu, so i'll be there whenever i don't colorguard. i have to go i'll talk later. people in the room if you know how that is
BIG SIGH.
ana as long as i can.
yeah this totally sucks. i love being around brian but i always eat and drink when i'm around him. granted i do love to drink, the eating isn't really a factor that i want to be involved in. i just have to keep concentrating on this week and next week. NO FOOD. PERIOD. EXCLAMATION FUCKING POINT. i will be back to my normal weight and i will go beyond that. i will go to 110. i've worked to hard to give up now. fuck that shit. next week, workout central. i have free gym access at cmu, so i'll be there whenever i don't colorguard. i have to go i'll talk later. people in the room if you know how that is
BIG SIGH.
ana as long as i can.