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Oct 31, 2005 15:22


Lots has been happening lately.
Some good stuff, Some bad.
I'm not much to dwell on the past anymore,
So i'm not going to type & let the world know everything thats been happening.
You either know, or you don't.
I will say though, Homecoming was amazing.
It was 10835027530842 times better than I expected to be.
I love how everyone's ghetto side got brought out from Homecoming.
It amuses me greatly.

Mhm, so otherwise, life has slowly been going back to normal.
I think I found something i'm insecure about.
& It's About Myself.
There's days when I feel like i Dont fit in.
Like, I'm not accepted.
& Some of my friends aren't really my friends.
Does that make sense?
Like, I know i've changed dramatically since July.
& At first, I was 110% okay & happy w/ my change.
But after thinking about stuff like this lately,
I'm not so sure. I feel like i've been trying to be something I'm not.
I don't know. I think it was just a 48 hour bug of being emo.
Cause Yeah, I'm fine. Kinda.

Halloween is today. I'm excited. I want candy. I'm going to get fat.
But i'll work it all off, thru Band practices.
Speaking of which, only 2 more practices until we're done.
We have a game vs. University Friday.
& If we win the playoff thing today, then we'll have however many more games until we lose, or playoffs are done. I kinda want to go into playoffs, yet I don't, cause I want my social life back.
Mhm. Oh & we have a Band Competiton Saturday.
Total Suckage, a Waste of a Day. Oh well.

I'm out.

<3
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