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[stfu_shelli]

it is after three in the morning and i have no idea WHY i am even up. i'm getting ant after i get boo on the bus, i need to be sleeping! maybe i'll skip Tool Academy tonight. ant and i can watch it tomorrow when he comes over. ahhh he's finally meeting my parents! my mom has been asking about him for weeks. so i'm finally like KFINE. i'm a little nervous, mostly because of my dad. but whatevz yo. i'm rambling. i wanna listen to music. TOTALLY LISTENING TO MUSIC. "oh oh oh, how was i supposed to know that you were oh, oh, over me? i think that i should go. but something's to leave, but i won't 'cause i'm damned if i do ya, damned if i don't." wanna know what sucks? when you try to help a friend but they just don't wanna hear it. it's like, dude, c'mon. stop being so fucking proud and stubborn and just.. CALM THE FUCK DOWN. ughhh. i'm all worked up. and tired. and female. fuckkk being a girllll. oh welllll. dragging out lettersssss. wooooooo!!!!

fuck it. i'm going to bed.
but before i do...

david guetta ft. chris willis - love is gone
the scene aesthetic - the man i am
taylor swift - you're not sorry
mayday parade - jersey

they all remind me of you.