teel deer why you gotta do dis? :U
Ugh. Feel like such a piece of crap lately.
In every way.
God I feel the same way now back when i was such an emo bitch. As emo as I got anyway. Emotional Emo Was Never Really A Good Emo In Emotions.
idk, just been feeling like such a dick ever since i woke up.
not only had that feeling something bad happened, i couldn't breathe, everything felt heavy, and i think i managed to piss off three maybe 4 people at once.
not to mention i still have two important fucking things to do that i just can't get the spirit to do.
fuck. just plain FUCK.
i swear if i hadn't promised to give up drugs and drinking to certain people i'd go out and find some to try and beat down these fucking feelings. it'd be better than stewing like i am right now.
or start crying my eyes without knowing why like i already did.
ugh life. why so fail?
i should probably get something to eat. been loosing too much weight recently. it's not healthy even if it does give me a sick glee to see the numbers get lower and lower.
think i might be becoming anorexic. hmm. should probably do something about it. idrc i guess.
In every way.
God I feel the same way now back when i was such an emo bitch. As emo as I got anyway. Emotional Emo Was Never Really A Good Emo In Emotions.
idk, just been feeling like such a dick ever since i woke up.
not only had that feeling something bad happened, i couldn't breathe, everything felt heavy, and i think i managed to piss off three maybe 4 people at once.
not to mention i still have two important fucking things to do that i just can't get the spirit to do.
fuck. just plain FUCK.
i swear if i hadn't promised to give up drugs and drinking to certain people i'd go out and find some to try and beat down these fucking feelings. it'd be better than stewing like i am right now.
or start crying my eyes without knowing why like i already did.
ugh life. why so fail?
i should probably get something to eat. been loosing too much weight recently. it's not healthy even if it does give me a sick glee to see the numbers get lower and lower.
think i might be becoming anorexic. hmm. should probably do something about it. idrc i guess.