welcome home tatay!
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
1. Where is your cell phone?
FRONT.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
ZACK.
3. Your hair?
UP.
4. Your mother?
MOTHERLY.
5. Your father?
LOVE.
6. Your favorite thing?
FOOD.
7. Your dream last night?
NONE.
8. Your favorite drink?
WATER!
9. Your dream car?
DUNNO.
10. The room you're in?
LIVING.
11. Your ex?
UHHHH?
12. Your fear?
FUTURE.
14. Who did you hang out with last night?
THEM!
15. What are you not?
FULL.
16. Muffins?
WANTING!
17. One of your wish list items?
GOALS!
18. Where are you?
HERE.
19. The last thing you did?
EAT.
20. What are you wearing?
CLOTHING.
21. Your TV?
BLACK.
22. Your pet?
PET?
23. Your computer?
BORED.
24. Your life?
LIVE!
25. Your mood?
TIRED.
27. What are you thinking about right now?
WRITING.
28. Your car?
KIA.
29. Your work?
CLINIC.
30. Your summer?
LOVE.
31. Your relationship status?
LOVE.
32. Your favorite color?
GREEN.
It was about 4 a.m. when all she heard was a click - the sound of him hanging up the phone. She lay still on her back doing nothing but staring at her walls and at her ceiling. Thoughts of him and their conversation replayed in her head over and over again. Incredible how much she already missed him. She closed her eyes wishing he was right beside her. She hugged her pillow close to her wishing and pretending it was him. Thoughts were still running through her mind. She held the pillow closer and tighter. She didn't want to let go. Then a traumatizing thought came to mind. It was one of her fears - losing him. A tear slowly escaped from her eye and ran down her cheek. She opened her eyes and ran saw nothing but the darkness of the night. Then she thought to herslef, "He's amazing, he truly is. I love him. At this point, letting go isn't an option. I'm not prepared to lose him. With him, letting go seems impossible." She closed her eyes once more with her pillow in her arms, still close to her body and she was still squeezing it tightly. The second she closed her eyes, she visualized an image oh him and her together having the time of their lives. They are together, they are happy. That's what's important, isn't it? She smiled to herself and thought again, "I love him, I'm not going to lose him. I can't lose him. We're hapy together." Him and her happy together - that's what mattered to her and that's exactly what they were. She drifted off to sleep just then with thoughts of him being continuous throughtout her mind.
Hey, whatta ya know? Three goals achieved this week. We're getting the hang of this goals list!
Yesterday after school went to town for a bit, met up with Dane, stalked Jenn, Vanna and Ryan. Saw Joel, Pinky, Joanna, Jeng, Alli and others. Left and Dane and I 132-ed to Malvern. I went home and he went to Malvern Library. I changed, picked up Michael and then I dropped him off at his class thing then re-met up with Dane. Then we left, went to Kat's and I ordered pizza from 241. Whoa, I gotta load outta that! Watched vids on youtube, pigged out (mostly me), video-ed, heavenly hash, etc etc. Then left around 7 something and me and Dane walked back to my house. We Romeo and Juliet scened. Then the rain began to fall so Dane left. Fam was over. I fell asleep. Then Daddy came home! Carefully gave him a hug and fam just ate and "tingz". Lmao. Whatevs trevs! Got kinda tired so took fell asleep and woke up just in time to answer that incoming call from Zack. Yeeeeeeeeep! That's my story! Don't wear it out!