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my summer here is over now. in a few minutes i'll be leaving for the airport and i'll only get back the 23rd. dominican republic, here i come.
it's been a lot of fun. and a lot of unnessesary stress, but i'm happy this summer has happened. i definetly learned a lot about myself, those around me, and what i need from my friends. i've had a few realizations this summer, and they have turned my world upside down, but i think im handling it well. i kinda like this flip-flopped world i've been living in lately. i've finally gotten to the point that i've wanted to be at all of high school. i'm not dependent on any one person anymore. i'm not dependent on anyone anymore actually. and i think that bugs those i used to be with all the time, but i dont care. i've honestly gotten to a point where i'm okay with things. i've found a part of me that just wants to have fun, reasonably. its a nice feeling. it's freeing.
my expectations for this summer where completely different from what actually happened. but it feel just as good. i can honestly say this has been the best summer of my life. i loved it and will miss it.
last night was the perfect ending to my summer. what i was hoping for happened in the last few minutes of my summer. faith? luck? i dont even care. it was nice. i mean, it wasnt exactly what i wanted. far from. but it was the bare basic and absolutely perfect. i just wanted one last time to make my summer complete, and i did. funny how things work out. if i had gone along with my original plans for last night, i would have missed out on what i really wanted. ha, kinda makes me laugh at life.
i'm excited to get away. away from everything. i need a break from life and this is perfect timing.
bon voyage