updates on life
OK so i know I haven't written in this thing for about a week and a half. since then I have had company constantly. my friend Jen from Texas came down to visit. we have been friends for 11 years now and dated for a couple years. Our relationship is mostly phone conversations and that is about it. I can handle Jen on the phone. but after 9 days I am ready for her to leave. after about 5 days I start to remember all the things I disliked about her.....things I so conveniently forget when I only have to deal with her via phone once a week or so. She constantly complains about her life. It is really starting to get annoying. If you don't like something in your life then you should be working on changing it not blaming everyone else in the world for your problems in life. Oh and her laugh is driving me nuts it is like fran drescher but lower in key. She constantly wants my attention and throws little hissy attitude at me when I don't give her my total attention which just makes me want to ignore her more. She told my friends at New years I wasn't feeding her which is crap cause there is tons of food and if she wanted something all she had to do was ask. She has an extremely low self worth and never wants to speak up for what she wants. Oh and she is super clingy, I am so much into my personal space and it is constantly being violated. I got sick on wednesday and she kept feeling my forehead every 5 minutes till I snapped and told her sternly not to do that again. Wednesday morning 3am cannot come soon enough. This week has also made me realize how much of a set regular schedule I have in which i do things and when that schedule is disrupted i get pretty cranky. I am starting to think that I am going to be a bachelor for life. i really like lots of time to myself and being alone with my thoughts. Lord knows how I ever survived a mission having someone with me 24/7. On the bad note my 3 day weekend was canceled and I have to work on a day that everyone else in my company gets as a holiday. on the good note working monday pays double time and it gives me a 9 hour reprieve from Jen. I am really Jonesing for some monday night football. I wonder how much of an ass I would be if I sneak away for a few hours to watch the game tonight. 2 weeks and no football.
On top of that my friend from highschool died he was killed by my ex-girlfriend's husband cause he got drunk and went 4 wheeling and killed my friend Abe when he crashed the Jeep in the pond. she wants my prayers for her husband cause he got arrested for DUI and manslaughter. I am having some serious reservations about that. I really dislike drunk driving. yeah accidents happen but I have a hard time calling it an accident when the driver is drunk and it kills a friend. I am also ticked I didn't find out about the service till after the fact. I really felt the email was not very sincere and focused way too much on the trivial things about how much of a financial burden and strain his bail was and how the trial is going to be very draining on them. It could never make up for what Abe's family lost.
On top of that my friend from highschool died he was killed by my ex-girlfriend's husband cause he got drunk and went 4 wheeling and killed my friend Abe when he crashed the Jeep in the pond. she wants my prayers for her husband cause he got arrested for DUI and manslaughter. I am having some serious reservations about that. I really dislike drunk driving. yeah accidents happen but I have a hard time calling it an accident when the driver is drunk and it kills a friend. I am also ticked I didn't find out about the service till after the fact. I really felt the email was not very sincere and focused way too much on the trivial things about how much of a financial burden and strain his bail was and how the trial is going to be very draining on them. It could never make up for what Abe's family lost.