I want a lot from people, from life, and from myself. But I think that, in order to preserve morale and prevent catastrophic frustration, it's important to remember the things that I want that I already have:
Girls who make me feel the way Eva and Kelly do
Ability and motivation
An open window and the sound of trains at night
Preference in books, movies and music that I wouldn't trade with anyone
Good clothes and hair that I can finally wear up
An incredible sense of self
Absolutely no pressing issues with my parents
A certain path for the future and classes that I love
The knowledge that boys really like kissing me when they get around to it
A mug full of cocoa and vodka (perfect for staying up those long cold russian nights)
I'm going to go now becuase I've barely started on the fourth page of my ten page story and I want this one to be a good one; I will stay up all night if I have to. No question.