senior year......kinda sucks!!!
well, so far things have not gone the way I have expected them too, like when i registered here, i did not get band....ain't that a bitch!!! the only thing i am good at, and didn't get it. anyway, my little sister almost passed because she overdosed on pills last week. I ended up seeing her at the hospital and i couldn't stand the sight and just broke down. i understand that she has problems, but life just has its own speed bumps and it hard to figure out how fast and slow we are supposed to go. My dad came down to see her and we started talking about whats going to happen from now on. Now i am not going to lie, but i miss it a lot over there. I didn't expect to as much as I do now. its weird, though.....anyway, he wants me to move back and i am really taking it into consideration. My family is over there and i realized how precious your loved ones are and how much they mean to me. I just don't know what to do anymore. I talked to some of my peeps and 30% said i should go and 70% percent said no....I'm stuck on this and I'm running out of time....what to do, what to do....got to go, hope to update later!!!