I'm okay...
I realized that I left with a lot of people hurt and some that support my decision. The ones that do, I really appreciate it. For the ones that don't, I do not know what to say! I can apologize 1000 more times, but what good will that do if you still feel the same at the end of reading it? It never came to my attention on how I have impacted some of your lives. I'm just your average guy trying to find himself to hopefully make things easier and attempt to shoot for happiness from the 3 point line. Now, I'm not much of a basketball player, but if I really want to try for the winning shoot, I'll shoot for it. Maybe some of you just don't understand, but if you think your pissed off, try explaining to about hundred people why you left and didn't say goodbye. And thats just band, maybe even more than a hundred. The point is I left a lot more people pissed off than I thought and no matter what I would choose, people would get hurt nonetheless. So it was a loselose situation. I am happy with the decision I made and nobody can change my mind about that, but I am sad for hurting you guys. "Life isn't like a box of chocolates. Its more like a jar of jalepeno peppers, because what you do today might burn your ass tomorrow!" Its true! There are a lot of mistakes and risks that I have taken and my ass is still sore, but there will never be a cure. Just a remedy to put the pain away for awhile and its me being here. Again, I'm sorry but there is nothing I can do anymore but just live life to its fullist. I'm doing alright here. I've been chilling with Roy and have gone to the school to see all my peeps. I've been gone to teh rec to work out and I'm also going again today. So don't worry about me and I will keep updating for you all if you are still intrested with whats going on with my life. Hope to see some of you soon! Chat later, bye!!