when its over, is it really over?

[stevo2005]

Yep, I'm going my own seperate way....but I'm scared like a mother fucker!!! I have never done something like this before, but when my dreams lead me to somewhere I know I can't go I will do whatever I can to reach it. Maybe its fate that I go back, because if it wasn't, then why do I keep dreaming of Laredo? Is it destiny? Maybe it could be stupidity, but I must go. I need to find myself again whether I get hurt or not. I'm not sure when I will go...all I know is that its going to be real soon. I don't where I'm going to stay yet, but I have an idea. I need to call esmer to find out someone's phone #. I reasure something, I will not be getting back with her. She has hurt me tooo much for me forget. I forgive her, but thats it. I don't trust her either, so whoever is worried about it, don't be. Well, I will update later, I got to pack and shit! Later.......

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