No school today
I feel like crap right now......yesterday, i had a pretty good work out. i think i over did it just a little, and to top it off i didn't bother eating all day. i am not used to not eating like i used to, and doing what i did really didn't help out my body. I am also really stressed about all-valley tryouts. i found out that they only take three saxes to advance for prearea. I know i will make the band, but i really want to advance since it is my last year. i wasn't planning on eating today either because i have to work out later, but mikey brought me a whataburger breakfast burrito. i was sooooooo gooooooodddd! My head is killing me, i have a stuffy nose, my body is sore, it is hard for me to breathe, my stomach is killing me, and my legs have knots in them. I still need to get my ass up, work out, and practice for a couple of hours. All last night i couldn't sleep. Every 30 minutes i would try to walk around the house attempting to put myself to sleep, but there is so much on my mind about the future. It is killing me to know what i got on my act, i need a 18 or higher, will i advance to prearea, will i get a girlfriend my last year in high school, will i get accepted into college, will i ever see my mom or speak to her again? I mean that was just last night, what is going to happen when it gets closer to the end? I had to call my daddy to make sure it was okay that i stayed home because i didn't want him to get upset at me. I am not used to staying home because my mom had the rule that i can only be home if i am dying or if i have a 105 fever. Do had to go to school everyday....it sucked! i really wanted to see "her" today, i tried forcing myself out of my bed, but i was in just too much pain.Well, i got to go now. i got to try to stretch and take some medicine and whatnot.