whatever!
you know, i am not to the person to give up. I hate giving up, thats probably why i was so miserable with esmer. I always fought to make the relationship work, but you can't win the battle when the sides are equal. She always quit, always and that pissed me off for about 17 months....Anyway, i got a call from her not to long ago to check how i was doing. i told her i was doing okay and about the music scholarship. Now, my brother and my daddy think i am going back to be with her and not for school. After 9 long hard months she asked me, "if you come back, are you stilling willing to be with me?". So, i didn't answer that question because i am not sure. i am kinda getting to the point where i should leave now and graduate with the people i grew up with, but there is that thought in the back of my head that i would regret it if i do. All in all, i am confused. I don't know if i should go back and try to make things work out and attempt to be happy, or stay here and expect the unexpected. #54 or anybody, give me some advice....