Ok everyone
Ok everybody there has been a lot of questions about why I haven't been to school and all that crap. Ok so yeah I am sick, but I'm recovering over that, that's not too much of a problem now. The reason now I am at home is because my grandmother is in the hospital and she just had surgery today b.t.w. Some of you may be wondering, well why does that mean I have to stay home. Well it's because there is nobody at home to take care of the kids and feed them and get them off to school. So I have to do what I have to do for my family. I know that all of you are concerned of how much school I am missing, but it's not like I don't know. I do guys, I do, I am worried, but, if there is one thing I CAN do well, that is make up work. I am very good at that, sadly to say because I have in the past missed a lot of school.No surprise I know, but still, I just would like to say I wished everybody else would be more understanding, and not critical, I really don't need that right now. What I do need is support, not to be scolded at, honestly that's what I feel everybody is doing. Even though I am sure most of you are not, I can't help but feel that way.I feel like breaking down and just crying over everything to be honest. I only have one grandma\grandparent left and that's her, plus she lives with me, well I live with her, samething. I am also feeling like, I dunno, kinda, just, fed up with certain people and kinda just wanna say to everyone....well it's not nice but the way I feel I wanna tell everybody to fuck off. Sorry but that's how I feel and it actually makes me feel better to get that off my chest. I just can't keep on keeping this crap inside, so yeah. I gotta go if this isn't enough my sisters are bitching at me, wtf, god I am sick of this shit.