bend down to tha flo and touch yo toes!
soo...last night was prom. goood night. thanks for coming with me! i LOVED dancing with you and being able to booty dance you all night long =)
i wanted to tell you, i love how one of your new..i dunno..things that youve started since we've been back together and since things are changing (for the better) between us, is that you alwasy call me baby, or babe. i love little names like that and you never used to use them.
this weekend sure wasnt long enough. there was one time that really hurt my feelings and kinda seemed like the upper hand not fair thing all over again, but you said you were sorry and i believe you. you made sure i heard you when you said sorry. i like that too btw, being able to not feel so...i dunno...small i guess...because when my feelings get hurt or something is accidentally said, you apologize for it, so im not the only one any more. I dunno, just a couple things i thought about.
but it was sure a good night. i only wish i could have one more day with you. its cruel isnt it? something is keeping us apart when we really should be with eachother all of the time. why cant we be? =( i know i know it's too expensive, we're too busy. i just cant wait to be able to lay in bed like we were last night, but in our own home and not having to listen for a car or wait for gus to bark. mmm.
i love you. things are coming back together. i wanted you to know that. there are times when i wish you wouldnt have said something or w/e, but i know that you see it now and you make it better...just know that im mending. my heart and my stomach are mending. im building trust back, but keep helping me ok? keep showing me. TELL me when you go and do that crap with chris, i know you thought about it at some point and you should have =( but you know now. but telling would help me trust. i love you honey. you're everything.
i wanted to tell you, i love how one of your new..i dunno..things that youve started since we've been back together and since things are changing (for the better) between us, is that you alwasy call me baby, or babe. i love little names like that and you never used to use them.
this weekend sure wasnt long enough. there was one time that really hurt my feelings and kinda seemed like the upper hand not fair thing all over again, but you said you were sorry and i believe you. you made sure i heard you when you said sorry. i like that too btw, being able to not feel so...i dunno...small i guess...because when my feelings get hurt or something is accidentally said, you apologize for it, so im not the only one any more. I dunno, just a couple things i thought about.
but it was sure a good night. i only wish i could have one more day with you. its cruel isnt it? something is keeping us apart when we really should be with eachother all of the time. why cant we be? =( i know i know it's too expensive, we're too busy. i just cant wait to be able to lay in bed like we were last night, but in our own home and not having to listen for a car or wait for gus to bark. mmm.
i love you. things are coming back together. i wanted you to know that. there are times when i wish you wouldnt have said something or w/e, but i know that you see it now and you make it better...just know that im mending. my heart and my stomach are mending. im building trust back, but keep helping me ok? keep showing me. TELL me when you go and do that crap with chris, i know you thought about it at some point and you should have =( but you know now. but telling would help me trust. i love you honey. you're everything.