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So i have been in my new pad for around 2-3 weeks i cant remeber .. Time is so slow.
Its so weird living on your own .
I feel so weird not having a girlie around too .. Im used to having someone to chill wid and cuddle some1 to shout at me and keep me in place ..
Im missinf so much from living with my X . im missing my parents house too ,, Grrr .
Oh well at least i have my complete freedom now .. sounds fun hey ... Pffttt ..
Its so darm boring though .. Nobody seam s to make a effort to see me ... Unless they want something of course ..
I remeber the days when i diddnt used to have a worry in the world .. Gah ..
Nowadays i could sit for hours and real off a list of problems ... I dont relly have anyone to talk to though ..
Everyone or almost everyone i know just wants to get wreked .. thats all they think we have in common .
Not me anymore .. I just want to do summit .. i dunno what that is though ... Grrr ...
i hope i find some new friends to chill with me .. to not look down on my little crappy room ..
My mates think its all cool but know i have had better so it makes me feel upset .
I dont sleep too good now you see .. partially cos of the noisy traffic outside my house and partially cos of my stupid head.
I best stop blabbering on anyway as im sure iff you have got this far in this post you will be well and truly bored ...
Oh well ..
Meh .. Life is difficult and upsetting at the min ..
Wish i had a bottemless wallet of cash and most of all someone to hugg to sleep ..
Will update soon .. hopefully will be feeling a little bit better ..
3 weeks into the "Batchalor Pad " Pfft .. whatever u wanna call it .. silly mates .. they dnt live there .
So i have been in my new pad for around 2-3 weeks i cant remeber .. Time is so slow.
Its so weird living on your own .
I feel so weird not having a girlie around too .. Im used to having someone to chill wid and cuddle some1 to shout at me and keep me in place ..
Im missinf so much from living with my X . im missing my parents house too ,, Grrr .
Oh well at least i have my complete freedom now .. sounds fun hey ... Pffttt ..
Its so darm boring though .. Nobody seam s to make a effort to see me ... Unless they want something of course ..
I remeber the days when i diddnt used to have a worry in the world .. Gah ..
Nowadays i could sit for hours and real off a list of problems ... I dont relly have anyone to talk to though ..
Everyone or almost everyone i know just wants to get wreked .. thats all they think we have in common .
Not me anymore .. I just want to do summit .. i dunno what that is though ... Grrr ...
i hope i find some new friends to chill with me .. to not look down on my little crappy room ..
My mates think its all cool but know i have had better so it makes me feel upset .
I dont sleep too good now you see .. partially cos of the noisy traffic outside my house and partially cos of my stupid head.
I best stop blabbering on anyway as im sure iff you have got this far in this post you will be well and truly bored ...
Oh well ..
Meh .. Life is difficult and upsetting at the min ..
Wish i had a bottemless wallet of cash and most of all someone to hugg to sleep ..
Will update soon .. hopefully will be feeling a little bit better ..
3 weeks into the "Batchalor Pad " Pfft .. whatever u wanna call it .. silly mates .. they dnt live there .