December is almost here.

Poll Christmas type stuff
No one but me can view it because I don't want people stealing ideas.

Yes, I'm still grumpy, just a little less so. It doesn't help that I feel like an unattractive hag and a brainy freak right now. But I'm back to using my lappy! With a little help from my dad's computer monitor. Ah well, that's something.

I'm so very angry at Western governments right now. I'm reading a book called A Problem From Hell: America and the Age of Genocide and I've been growing more and more frustrated with every page, and it took 380 pages before I finally snapped. By the standards of today's political participation, I'm a good citizen. I vote, not only in big ( Read more... )

So now I'm on a generic form of Zoloft and looking for a therapist. Yeah, I bet you didn't see that one coming, did you? I'm just really good at repressing stuff until I get home, and then I explode.

Don't worry, the meds are just supposed to help me get rebalanced. My doctor hopes that I'll only need to be on them until things perk up.

I thought I had forgotten what peace of mind was. I had started to assume that I would permanently be in a state of mental agitation, unable to block out the frustration of the state of the world, everything I hate about people, all that's wrong with me ( Read more... )

I seriously dislike life right now, because no one wants to hire me, it seems, and I can't move my damn head because I apparently sprained my neck in the accident, and it took... oh TWO WEEKS to find that out. I'm still broke, and I need to buy a bathing suit that actually fits. I also want to take a nap so badly right now but I'm waiting for my ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of taking the bus downtown, hanging out in a coffeshop and drawing people. That'll be good practice, non?

Anyway, I'm still mulling over creating a community. I'm currently trying to figure out a name, but I figured I should do that when I'm not all fussy and sore.

Fuck tomorrow.

Hooray for best friend turning 20 the day after.

So, as part as my Year of Reinvention, I was going to get more into music. At least, until iTunes erased all 3 gigs of music that I got from Richard.

Fuck.

I think resolutions are for people who need excuses to change. But, then again, I haven't been the most optimistic lately. I can't tell if I'm changing for better or for worse. My perception is fuddled by the self-loathing ( Read more... )

So, I updated Grey Doodles. Check it out, unless you really really hate Harry Potter, because all but one of today's sketches are Harry Potter related. But the two blogs before today's don't have any Harry Potter, so you could look at those.

I'm really crabby today. I'm going to have a hermit weekend and read a lot of Love in the Time of Cholera, ( Read more... )