Mar 11, 2007 22:47
I am incredibly bored with my life right now. School is dumb and easy. I feel absolutely unchallenged by my classes; I leave all my homework until the last minute because I know that I can half-ass it and still get an A on it. All of my favorite birds are migrating up north for the summer, so I have no ducks to go out and count. The internets have lost their charm; I feel like I've seen every website, webcomic and blog before in a slightly different form. My room feels like a cave and my parents don't spend much time with me.
But it's not all bad. I get to go to rehearsals and see my actor friends a lot. I'm going to Hawaii in like, five days or some other short period of time. I dyed my hair reddish (a not-so-good picture is on Myspace). Richard and I might be making a webcomic? I guess things aren't so bad, I'm just in my usual Marchtime funk. I just seem extra depressed and lonely this year. I have no idea why. I'm also right in the middle of the "there must be something wrong with me because no boys like me back and I must be a freak and my personality is frightening and my giant boobs are ugly" cycle that I seem to be cursed with. And it's warming up and we all know that I don't particularly like the warm weather here for many reasons.
Anyway, I should probably stop bitching about my not-all-that-crappy life and continue reading QC archives.
boys,
school,
self-image,
friends,
theatre