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I hate hating, i question honesty, i despise deceitfulness, i now second guess feelings of like/love, i fight confusion, i dismiss liars, and i find forgiveness difficult, but i still have faith in a better future. God works in mysterious ways. He brings one person into your life who, through his actions, scars you, and teaches you a horrible, yet valuable, life lesson. I am grateful to have learned such a lesson at a young age, yet i am disappointed in myself having been fooled by a person who turned out to be in no way who i thought him to be. I am looking forward to absolute closure because what he was so foolish to throw away, someone worthy of me gained. I pray that one day i can forgive this person, though i know i'll never forget the pain he caused me. Maybe in time we may be able to start a friendship, but this can hardly even be considered until we talk things over so i can let things go and no longer feel hate and disgust.
August 8th- a very special day ;)
-Fama you have always been there for me. And for that i am truly grateful. You wiped away my tears and replaced them with laughter during some hard times. Ate ice cream and watched bad movies with me to help me forget. First friends, and now more. We have already experienced so much together and now that the bad experiences are behind, and my lessons learned, i cant wait for more laughs to come.
Side Note: HAPPY B-DAY VAL!! 12 ALREADY!
much love as always,
-Steph-
(Stevie J33k)
August 8th- a very special day ;)
-Fama you have always been there for me. And for that i am truly grateful. You wiped away my tears and replaced them with laughter during some hard times. Ate ice cream and watched bad movies with me to help me forget. First friends, and now more. We have already experienced so much together and now that the bad experiences are behind, and my lessons learned, i cant wait for more laughs to come.
Side Note: HAPPY B-DAY VAL!! 12 ALREADY!
much love as always,
-Steph-
(Stevie J33k)