Nov 16, 2005 13:11
hey there..... sarah
im in the lonely computer lab of school waiting for class to start and thought that i could pass a couple minutes with an update. I'm not doing as well as I should in school. I get distracted too easily with sleeping in and thinking that there should be more time for me to do whatever I want. I can't decide if it is true that I will regret that later in life, but everything right now is new and carefree and I don't want to miss things.
My sister got hurt this weekend and although it may have been minor, it still makes you think about how many stupid things we get away with. Like driving drunk or really doing anything fucked up. I hate that all those inspirational speakers were right and that you think things can never happen to you... no more wrestling for me. It's getting cold here... u know, 10 degrees colder than uca. no more playing outside. =( I play frisbee a lot and I'm starting to get scared that I like it too much. I guess it's the same thing as being obsessed with a fraternity. I'm really starting to hate going to fraternities. Their parties are boring and reserved. I'm scared to do anything or dress a certain way. I guess I always have. Maybe that's not true. All my conversations last for about 2 minutes there before I get bored. Kevin and I are doing well. We've had talks and talks and talks and it's mostly me bitching about things... which im sure is annoying. But he puts up with it which is reassuring. We went to that incubus concert a year ago on saturday. weird huh? He still gives me the flurries and has me sooo whipped even though I may try to deny it. I have class in 5 minutes. It's harder and harder to go to class even though I don't really want to do anything else. But sleep I guess. I hate cold weather. All I want to do is sleep and watch movies. My friend loaned me every season of family guy. They don't get old. Anywho, off to class now. Hope all is well and im looking forward to gettin out of this crazy town for a couple days. love love.