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i met this boy gordon about a week ago. just read the conversation, it sums things up. haha.
gCURRY112: nothing much..,..what was wrong the other night?
gCURRY112: ur away message said you werent in a good mood
stevie3749: oh..nothing don't worry about it
stevie3749: yeaahhh. no biggy
gCURRY1123: no what is it?
stevie3749: nothingggg
gCURRY112: please....:-\
stevie3749: lol would you reaaally like me to get into it?
gCURRY112: yes
stevie3749: aright, well...
stevie3749: i wouldn't go so far as to say i liked you already but i just liked hanging out with you a lot and you were so nice and all that and i just sort of liked how things were going and i guess i shouldnt have let myself feel that way because you and sam like each other and i dont know this just happens to me alot..kind of a bummer but its not a big deal at all..so dont worry about it
gCURRY112: did sam tell you i liked her
stevie3749: no
gCURRY112: who did then?
stevie3749: i don't talk to sam
stevie3749: well no one but sam's profile..and your profile...
stevie3749: so it's just obvious i guessss
gCURRY112: can i tel you something
stevie3749: i was talking to amanda and i asked her if you liked sam she said yeah probably
stevie3749: yeah sure
gCURRY112: i once read this book called the 4 agreements and it teaches how to perfect your life into what you want...how 2 make you happy... and one of the agreements was not to make assumptions,because when you make assumptions you have a 50/50 chance of being right or wrong, and when you do make them it leaves you open to make mistakes and ruin things. what im trying to get at is that me and sam have a different thing, like i like her as a friend but ive known her for so long its different...it doesnt mean i like her like that though, because i really like hanging out and talking 2 you too
gCURRY112: i can pretty much garentee that what sam and i have is going no where right now
gCURRY112: u still there?
stevie3749: yeah, i understand what you meann... and like, it's ok if you do like her or whatever. i've only talked to her like once in my life but from what i've seen she's really nice, and that's cool if you have something for her... i don't know i just liked how things were so far...but it's okie doke :-)
stevie3749: yeah sorry! haha it takes me awhile to typee
stevie3749: actually no i type so fast.. like LIGHTNING GORDON!!! hahahaa
gCURRY112: its iight....and i dont like her like that
gCURRY112: hahaha
gCURRY112: i like you more like that than i do her
stevie3749: hhumm that makes me feel a little better... i was just bummed more or less about the fact that this shit always happens to me and its gay
stevie3749: haha woah i just like swore and got angry towards the end
gCURRY112: just dont worry about it, i love spending time with you and talking to you is always fun... i use to never come online and just talk 2 people... have you noticed how much more ive been online since you have IUM
gCURRY112: imed me*
so yeah, i'm pretty happy with that right now. i hope things go well. he wore the most adorable argyle sweater from banana republic the other day. =)
gCURRY112: nothing much..,..what was wrong the other night?
gCURRY112: ur away message said you werent in a good mood
stevie3749: oh..nothing don't worry about it
stevie3749: yeaahhh. no biggy
gCURRY1123: no what is it?
stevie3749: nothingggg
gCURRY112: please....:-\
stevie3749: lol would you reaaally like me to get into it?
gCURRY112: yes
stevie3749: aright, well...
stevie3749: i wouldn't go so far as to say i liked you already but i just liked hanging out with you a lot and you were so nice and all that and i just sort of liked how things were going and i guess i shouldnt have let myself feel that way because you and sam like each other and i dont know this just happens to me alot..kind of a bummer but its not a big deal at all..so dont worry about it
gCURRY112: did sam tell you i liked her
stevie3749: no
gCURRY112: who did then?
stevie3749: i don't talk to sam
stevie3749: well no one but sam's profile..and your profile...
stevie3749: so it's just obvious i guessss
gCURRY112: can i tel you something
stevie3749: i was talking to amanda and i asked her if you liked sam she said yeah probably
stevie3749: yeah sure
gCURRY112: i once read this book called the 4 agreements and it teaches how to perfect your life into what you want...how 2 make you happy... and one of the agreements was not to make assumptions,because when you make assumptions you have a 50/50 chance of being right or wrong, and when you do make them it leaves you open to make mistakes and ruin things. what im trying to get at is that me and sam have a different thing, like i like her as a friend but ive known her for so long its different...it doesnt mean i like her like that though, because i really like hanging out and talking 2 you too
gCURRY112: i can pretty much garentee that what sam and i have is going no where right now
gCURRY112: u still there?
stevie3749: yeah, i understand what you meann... and like, it's ok if you do like her or whatever. i've only talked to her like once in my life but from what i've seen she's really nice, and that's cool if you have something for her... i don't know i just liked how things were so far...but it's okie doke :-)
stevie3749: yeah sorry! haha it takes me awhile to typee
stevie3749: actually no i type so fast.. like LIGHTNING GORDON!!! hahahaa
gCURRY112: its iight....and i dont like her like that
gCURRY112: hahaha
gCURRY112: i like you more like that than i do her
stevie3749: hhumm that makes me feel a little better... i was just bummed more or less about the fact that this shit always happens to me and its gay
stevie3749: haha woah i just like swore and got angry towards the end
gCURRY112: just dont worry about it, i love spending time with you and talking to you is always fun... i use to never come online and just talk 2 people... have you noticed how much more ive been online since you have IUM
gCURRY112: imed me*
so yeah, i'm pretty happy with that right now. i hope things go well. he wore the most adorable argyle sweater from banana republic the other day. =)