tell me that this is real
brittany puts me in such a state of bliss. such a state of fucking ecstasy to say the godamn least. today was sooo great. brittany put me in such a good mood. she takes me out of my rut of sadness i constantly crawl into and call home and she puts me in a place id have to call my idea of what heaven has to be. she turns my world upside down and throws the shit in life away. i love you baby.
this morning i felt terrible... she fixed it all. and im closer to her than ever!!!!! i fucking want to marry her ive never felt that about any girl i never wanted to marry any mother fucking girl ever!! sorry about all the fuck words. im just excited and the word FUCK turns me on and right now ive got a lexadick. (lexapro dick- non functioning right penis) : \ brittany knows godamnit i hate medicine. im either gonna quit takin it or somethin. ... nah i wont do that i cant ill feel suicidal n shit again. im gonna get on a different one then. im callin that bitch ass doctor soon fuck. cuz this just aint cuttin it fool.
oh this little girl tried to fuck with brittany and i's relationship tonight. it pissed us off. some people need to grow the fuck up.
i told brittany my feelings that she is a GREAT girlfriend because she is and i wanted her to know it. i thought she would have known that..but meh. guess not ... hopefully now she does. because shes the greatest girlfriend ive ever had and im very picky about girls. lol. i love her to pieces. -phone kiss- HAHA first phone kiss was today.... i pretended to kiss brittany on the phone for the first time on the phone today. it was cute. i love her so much. goodnight to all!! <3 stevie