.:i care not:.
i want nothing more but for the rest of you to feel what i do. its indescribable and i dont know how to put this but its a compulsive habit. projected on a screen i see my life so clearly now. i always loved my enemies. i always drowned out the painful voices. but now i see no point in loving someone who cares nothing of me. i think i have a right to play god and pick who i like and dont. i have been pointed in a different direction. and im happy for that..