.:please:.
ill write you a poem and hold you in the highest regards
just passing this off as nothing would be the worst of my mistakes
if you were here it would be the best of okays
it would make me the happiest person right now
it would provide me with a sense of security..
if not control, over these tears and all the disorder in my thought..
right now things are so unclear and i just want to die knowing how far away you are..
i need you to hold and carress i neednt feel so disconnected all the time..
wakefully ill watch this clock.. tearing up every moment i want to speak to you..
my thoughts are scattered and i cant focus on any but the thought of you..
ill love you always..
just passing this off as nothing would be the worst of my mistakes
if you were here it would be the best of okays
it would make me the happiest person right now
it would provide me with a sense of security..
if not control, over these tears and all the disorder in my thought..
right now things are so unclear and i just want to die knowing how far away you are..
i need you to hold and carress i neednt feel so disconnected all the time..
wakefully ill watch this clock.. tearing up every moment i want to speak to you..
my thoughts are scattered and i cant focus on any but the thought of you..
ill love you always..