drop it, it's dead

[stevexedge619]

fuck it

i think it's better if i move on from adam

i myself am a fool for waiting around for him

there a plenty of other guys out there who aren't drug dealers or hiv positive

plenty of other guys who can make me feel good

plenty of other guys that won't make me deal with infatuation through pain

plenty of other guys who aren't still "in love" with their ex who still has him under their thumb

i think i'm over him...
this fucking sucks because he was a sweet guy but i don't think it was real, considering the fact that he "Cried nightly wanting to be loved back"
i will not settle for second place
i won't settle for anything but the best
if i'm going to date someone they better give me the fucking world

now the hard part, actually telling him

(i don't think i'm going to find someone for a while that will sweet talk me the way he did, much less someone who will dirty talk me the way he did either)

update soon with what went down, wish me luck...