how the FUCK do i talk about this

[stevewashere]

so last night
.....last night
got a huge bomb of news
not good
not bad
just ....huge
ive been wanting to do this forever
and ive talked about it
but when the opportunities come up
.....wow it just feels life altering
and i havent talked to anyone about it but my dad
im just too damn afraid to
i don't know what to say....obviously
this is more of a venting entry
im supposed to be thinking about this
but its hard to even do that
its hard to let go everything you ever knew