Rough Day

Sep 07, 2004 15:07

So today was one of those rough days ( Read more... )

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vorcepa September 7 2004, 19:35:36 UTC
Steve - you're not losing any friends. Maybe you just lost your mind, I don't know. I'm always there for whatever reason (in fact, I've been around so much I'm beginning to think I agitate you every now and then).

On the topic of being angry: I don't think you took what I said the way I meant it, and I knew I should have explained it in further detail when I said it. It's perfectly natural for you to be angry. I would have broken something in your position. A concrete wall? Ha! Give me the cutest baby doll you can find. What I was trying to say is that you need to let out your anger in healthier doses. I mean, in smaller, more frequent intervals, rather than bottling it up inside and waiting until you're ready to cut your wrists.

Don't act happy when you're around other people. People will tell you to keep up a good image or something like that, and Jesus Fuck if that isn't the stupidest thing ever. If you have it continuously going two things will happen: 1) You'll let out a much larger amount of anger over an extended period of time, rather than all at once. 2) Eventually, your body will just give up and go back to being its normal self. Either that or you'll fall asleep and then go back to your normal self. Trust me - it's the same way with depression. It's how I deal with Kim.

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