Tuesday Morning
So just when things seem to be getting better,
Shit starts happening.
QUICK UPDATE
-Shits happening to all my friends,
-waiting for it to happen to me
-Feeling unable to help my friends
-Probably the scariest thing that could happen
So shit seems to be fallin all around me... but i haven't been hit yet lol. and that somehow seems worse. Justins leaving, Jerry's not havin too fun a time, Cari is havin troubles of her own, and i am just unable to do anything about it. It seems like all i could hope to do is give a hug and some pep-talk. But my pep-talker is broken and sometimes hugs don't help.
It feels like i can never understand whats goin on in peoples heads. I know it's stupid, but nothing makes me happier than my friends being happy. And when i don't even know whats wrong... it makes it hard to make things right. And i know that even if i did know i couldn't do anything... but i would at least like to be a friend to talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Wow... this is makin me really sad lol. I should think about Cari for a while... that usually makes me feel better.
Yep! things aren't so gloomy now.
Things are gonna work out one way or another. They always do. And if things don't work out how we want them to, then there's not much we can do about it. We just have to take our punches, and just keep getting up. No matter how many times we fall, as long as we get up than we're the winners.
*superman theme plays*
Lol anyways. So let's see... sunday ended kinda crappily lol. I think i remember bein over at Jerry's? and then gettin home, and callin Cari. (Her phone is dead... that sucks!) and then she ended it like 2 minutes in because she was afraid of getting electrocuted (lightning storm) So i was like... *pouty face* But anyways... woke up monday at noon-thirty. After gettin myself fed, i think i just kinda sat around and chilled for about 5 minutes. Then i get a call from the Justin saying "get over to Jerry's... this is the LAST night." (how could i resist?) So i steel myself for a day without Cari (she didn't want to intrude i guess) and we just kinda rock it over at Jerry's. There is much guitar, Smash, pizza, and talkin. And then whaddya know... the 'rents come to pluck me out from my friends. So i go back to My Grammy's house, eat dinner, lose at Monopoly, and then sit through Family night. (as much as i want to spend time with my family, i can't help but think that they can be really boring sometimes...) But anyways.. So i'm back at Jerry's at 9 (no ond else is lol) and so soon im on my way to LARGE BLANK SPACE. (ty Mand-o!) and we whip out the "chillin" mojo. Justin is nowhere to be found, and so we are just kickin it at !LARGE BLANK SPACE! We talk, we step on Jerry, there is much ass-slapping all around, and then someone busts out the Karaoke. After rocking everyone's world with My version of "Lose yourself" we just kinda chill.. Someone busts out the drinks and steve gets a little Malibu in his system before goin home.
Now Calm down! It was barely a sip... and not even anything too tough. All i got was a tingling on my tongue, and then a fat load of nothing else. So then i made my way home. (and goddamn if i wasn't worried about everyone else drinking and then goin home.. esp. Becky lol) anyways... so then i was home and talked online till like 2. And then lo and behold... whaddya know.. i wake up at like 9. Wtf? i usually get like 12 hours of sleep. but apparently i was fine with like 7. *shrug* So right now i really wanna go hang with Cari, i promised to go to the movies with JJ, I want to sit down and talk to Jerry, and most of all i just want everyone to be happy. But thats not the way things are goin down so i guess i'll just have to "deal" lol. Anyways... i feel better
~Steve~
Shit starts happening.
QUICK UPDATE
-Shits happening to all my friends,
-waiting for it to happen to me
-Feeling unable to help my friends
-Probably the scariest thing that could happen
So shit seems to be fallin all around me... but i haven't been hit yet lol. and that somehow seems worse. Justins leaving, Jerry's not havin too fun a time, Cari is havin troubles of her own, and i am just unable to do anything about it. It seems like all i could hope to do is give a hug and some pep-talk. But my pep-talker is broken and sometimes hugs don't help.
It feels like i can never understand whats goin on in peoples heads. I know it's stupid, but nothing makes me happier than my friends being happy. And when i don't even know whats wrong... it makes it hard to make things right. And i know that even if i did know i couldn't do anything... but i would at least like to be a friend to talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Wow... this is makin me really sad lol. I should think about Cari for a while... that usually makes me feel better.
Yep! things aren't so gloomy now.
Things are gonna work out one way or another. They always do. And if things don't work out how we want them to, then there's not much we can do about it. We just have to take our punches, and just keep getting up. No matter how many times we fall, as long as we get up than we're the winners.
*superman theme plays*
Lol anyways. So let's see... sunday ended kinda crappily lol. I think i remember bein over at Jerry's? and then gettin home, and callin Cari. (Her phone is dead... that sucks!) and then she ended it like 2 minutes in because she was afraid of getting electrocuted (lightning storm) So i was like... *pouty face* But anyways... woke up monday at noon-thirty. After gettin myself fed, i think i just kinda sat around and chilled for about 5 minutes. Then i get a call from the Justin saying "get over to Jerry's... this is the LAST night." (how could i resist?) So i steel myself for a day without Cari (she didn't want to intrude i guess) and we just kinda rock it over at Jerry's. There is much guitar, Smash, pizza, and talkin. And then whaddya know... the 'rents come to pluck me out from my friends. So i go back to My Grammy's house, eat dinner, lose at Monopoly, and then sit through Family night. (as much as i want to spend time with my family, i can't help but think that they can be really boring sometimes...) But anyways.. So i'm back at Jerry's at 9 (no ond else is lol) and so soon im on my way to LARGE BLANK SPACE. (ty Mand-o!) and we whip out the "chillin" mojo. Justin is nowhere to be found, and so we are just kickin it at !LARGE BLANK SPACE! We talk, we step on Jerry, there is much ass-slapping all around, and then someone busts out the Karaoke. After rocking everyone's world with My version of "Lose yourself" we just kinda chill.. Someone busts out the drinks and steve gets a little Malibu in his system before goin home.
Now Calm down! It was barely a sip... and not even anything too tough. All i got was a tingling on my tongue, and then a fat load of nothing else. So then i made my way home. (and goddamn if i wasn't worried about everyone else drinking and then goin home.. esp. Becky lol) anyways... so then i was home and talked online till like 2. And then lo and behold... whaddya know.. i wake up at like 9. Wtf? i usually get like 12 hours of sleep. but apparently i was fine with like 7. *shrug* So right now i really wanna go hang with Cari, i promised to go to the movies with JJ, I want to sit down and talk to Jerry, and most of all i just want everyone to be happy. But thats not the way things are goin down so i guess i'll just have to "deal" lol. Anyways... i feel better
~Steve~